As I initiate my road trip to some distant place, am sitting here in my dad's possession and listening to Paradise.
Expecting and Trusting people is synonymous to our existence and lives.
It is human nature. Totally.
It is human nature to approach or just talk to people for their own benefit and goodwill.
I obviously can not inculpate anybody; Ultimately I too do that to a certain extent.
Expectations- anyway do hurt and it has been confirmed, not by any report but experiences and they totally suffice everything.
We live in a self-centred world and perhaps, it does all the wonders.
A relation is build up on trust and when it's lost, then no great force can help withstanding it.
I too expected people, not just one or two but many.
I have been taught to trust and believe people.
But what did I gain by trusting people?
Scars. Betrayal. Mood swings. Behavioural changes. Shattered self-confidence.
I trusted them, they didn't. I cared for them, they didn't.
It was me who got ditched, or rather, left out every time.
How can I blame anyone in this case? They didn't ask me to expect or trust either.
Holding on to rotten and rancid things is not the option.
Not if forgiving, but forgetting is the way.
''She expected the world''
Yes.
I really did expect the world and Alas! shattered dreams.
It is human nature. Totally.
It is human nature to approach or just talk to people for their own benefit and goodwill.
I obviously can not inculpate anybody; Ultimately I too do that to a certain extent.
Expectations- anyway do hurt and it has been confirmed, not by any report but experiences and they totally suffice everything.
We live in a self-centred world and perhaps, it does all the wonders.
A relation is build up on trust and when it's lost, then no great force can help withstanding it.
I too expected people, not just one or two but many.
I have been taught to trust and believe people.
But what did I gain by trusting people?
Scars. Betrayal. Mood swings. Behavioural changes. Shattered self-confidence.
What not?!
It was me who got ditched, or rather, left out every time.
How can I blame anyone in this case? They didn't ask me to expect or trust either.
Holding on to rotten and rancid things is not the option.
Not if forgiving, but forgetting is the way.
The only way.
After all, for how long can things be held?
Getting hurt and expecting was my choice. Moving on and not trusting people is my choice as well.
Until next time,
Sanjana
Model: Pratiksha
